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Ugh. So people keep giving me crap about applying to the community college. Mainly... my dad. So, I normally don't get along with my dad and he doesn't play a very big role in my life, but he does think that he has the most important opinion on what I want to do with my future. The truth.. he is WAY WRONG. Over the years we've had many problems and I've lost a lot of respect for him, although we still try to get along and be decent most of the time. I don't think he should be able to freak out and say I would be ruining my future if I went there. That is very unfair. I think it's my personal choice where I go, what I want to do, and what I think will be the best education and easiest transition for me to make.

I am content with the decision I've made, and I really don't like second guessing myself. I think people are allowed to say their opinion, but I don't think it's right for them to say I'm making the wrong decision and I'm screwing up my future. Thats not fair at all, and kind of hurts. I mean, I've worked hard to get to where I am now. My mom is one of my best friends and I've never lost her respect or trust, I've had a job and paid for everything myself since I was 14, and I've kept good grades all throughout high school and my entire education. It's not right for people to tell me I'm messing up my future just by going to this school when they've seen me work hard the whole time I was growing up. I wish this whole process was easier...