Sunday, April 19, 2009

dear you,

i love you...that's it...no one else...i will always be only yours...for forever...you're my dream girl, my queen...i never wanna be with anyone but you...you're the love of my life...my soulmate...my best friend...i would be lost without you...i would rather hurt myself 10 million times before i ever hurt you once...i can't wait to spend the rest of my life with you...i just wish we were older so our forever could start now...i want you to have my children...i will never fall out of love with you...we will spend the rest of our lives together and always be in love...you're the most beautiful girl in the world...i've never been this happy....ever...i smile all of the time around you...i think about you all of the time...you're the best girlfriend ever...

This sounds like the perfect thing any girl would want to hear, right? Who would really believe it could ever be true? Guys say stuff to girls all of the time just to get what they want out of them, or to just be with them at the time but not for real.

Well I actually hear this everyday of my life. Crazy?? I know!! But it's actually really nice. Like it seems like a dream when I'm with him. He always says the sweetest things to me and I love it. It's not only when I'm with him either. When I'm not he sends me random texts saying he misses me and loves me and he's really sweet about it.

So, don't get all like eewww gross on me either. Yes, I am in love but there is no way I think love is easy. I am not a hopeless romantic and I know firsthand that most guys are not like this. I've been treated like shit, just like everyone else. I also am very apprehensive about believing that Rj is actually one of the good guys. He doesn't seeem to want to hurt me and he does seem genuine. It's a really nice change and I love how good he treats me. I just hope it stays like this. I don't know what my future is going to be, but I do know that if he stays faithful and always shows that he cares about me then I would love to keep him around as long as I can. :)

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